tired of all this jazz

not havin' a job, right? seems gravy, doesn't it. sometimes it is, i'll admit. nap when you want to, snack when you want to, lay on the floor for sport. what happens 5 months later, when you still have nothing to do, and don't feel like napping or snacking or laying on the floor? what do you do when the only thing you have left to do is look inside yourself and think of things to hate? count them, really... there's about a million of 'em. you don't call your grandmother in the nursing home often enough. you're gaining weight. you cheated your way through college. you deprived hundreds of kids their education because you are a crappy teacher. pretty soon, sitting in front of a unix screen, typing in html code until you're practically blind doesn't seem like such a bad thing. does it? At least you have something else to do, to hate.
Anyway, the purpose of this blog is not to whine, it's about finding a solution, or at least passing the time focusing on something else besides the inside